Quite a lot of things have changed since I last made a set, these are mostly good things which I am happy to report!
The grade 12’s finish school in 3 days which means I only have one year and 3 days left of my schooling, and because of this I’ve been thinking about my future a heap lately, which is really stressing me out! I think I’ve got a bit of a plan to move out and a course picked out but the problem is that I don’t have any money or the grades to do either, so hopefully it all works out in the end!
I’ve just started my exam block for the end of semester testing, which is extremely exciting. Unfortunately though I have an exam everyday but on for the next two weeks! So that should be fun! I hope you all are well, and I wonder if anyone reads these anymore… :)
I am so ridiculously upset right now it’s ridiculous! I don’t really know why but I’ve been screaming and crying all afternoon! I think I’m upset because of the rowing trials that we just had, I did really badly and everyone just expects me to be okay with it because I'm not a good rower. But I’ve been going to all of the trainings so 4 early mornings and 3 late afternoons a week and I’m still shit! It’s very frustrating!
Like don’t get me wrong I have improved heaps from the previous trails but in comparison to everyone I am awful! and it’s really annoying because other girls who don’t come to all the trainings are still better than me!
ahhh!! its so annoying! I’m just going to go to keep going like I am and hopefully beat this girl ext time!!